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Whenever i hear stpm this word i will feel scare.Today my pa teacher (pn.manjit) gave us an essay as an exam to test over our writing ability. After finish marking our essay she scolded us with disappointed:"kamu punya isi sangat lemah sangat childishnot mature as what a form 6 student should write.You all really no cure.never study.pity you all." I very sad with what she siad to us.I really got study but is other subject.I have no idea coz there are too many chapter waiting for me to read and somemore teacher alwz gv us a sudden exam.I going to crazy....

Besides this today i was scolded by my form teacher too.The reason is i din hand in the "kertas kedudukan kelas" to her on time.But overall is not my fault too...i duno why maybe she was scolded by hm too...when the time she gave me that "kertas" and asked every student to check for the marks.at the same time is economy period.the whole class will going to bilik multimedia.and yet that economy teacher oso quite a difficult-handle teacher.she dont allows us to do other thing in her class therefore the "kertas " i keep in my drawer and we plan to check it after her period.Due to this matter.igot scold by my form teacher.Coz she want to record down the marks in the record book and hand in to hm sign but i din gv her earlier then igot scold.Wat la that teacher...very irreasonble...economy teacher not allow we do other thing in class and she keep asking me be fast be fast...how can i be fast??She though that i'm a GOD izzit?I'm juz a NORMAL human ok?Not only thi.she somemore scolded me saying thay i not an effective person.PLEASE LA.

I'm not the only post for monitor ok.i oso a secretary for leo club and treasurer for pengakap kelana.everything i oso must be involved...there are still many thing for me to do.activities planning for blood donation will be held on 18april...taip letter..meet leo advisor..if not i wil get scold by tjem again..and pengakap kelana account oso not yet settle for feb and march due to stupid indian(alwz said 4got to brin yuran)...now account become negative and i got blamed adi!!!not only this.dinner payment for april is my turn to collect again...Can anyone und me??i got to collect everyday and yet why they cant pay me on time??i not very free wan ok!!!!If cant collect all on time then i wil get scold again....I want CRAZY ALREADY LA...If you are in my shoes...