This week diary

25th Jan

Today he fall sick he cant go out with me =( Yesterday was my last day working so i wish that today he can go out with me.I so miss him.At night we quarrel again.

26th Jan

A whole new day for me!!Though can forget him dowan to msg him.I cant control myself.I msg to him.Our relationship got turn better but he stil showing his moody msg.I got a new job as kindergarden teacher which i've been fail for 10+ times interview....Oh gosh finally i success.But i use the "lying" method to get that job.I told that boss i will work for long term.I know i'm lying but what to do...If i stil honest for this timei sure wont get employed...SORRY to that boss
I told him this good news but he seems like no response.Hiaz...

27th Jan

Today trying to msg him well but he still show his moody face.The whole afternoon i went to eat laksa and ice kacang(my favourite!!) with yong keong at sungai puyu.Unfortunately he saw his mum(his mum and dad separated) and grandama and 1 more unclei guess was his mum's hubby.Well i think about myself.Why a good marriage must come to "divorce"?why a good couple must come to"break"? Most of my ex also had the same case with is separated family or single parents...Next will it be my turn??choi!!touchwood!
Back home bored again..he stil sick....i chat with my hamster...

28th Jan

Finally come to thursday!! A week is gonna waste like that...monday will start working..hard to meet him lol =(
Today i called up him...he was in training.Does he recover??hohoho~i was a haapy in heart...But at the end we quarrel again.I ask for "breaking" for second time and he just said "ok go ahead".I cant believe this...i cry over again....

29th Jan

Today i called up him again.His tone has changed.He said to me no more religion talking.i guess i should know the result.Everthing will change start from this moment....HAIZ...everything back to the square.I made a big mistake...the story ending similar like my ex.I will made up my mind soon..i decided to go mmu study le...COZ here has nth can hold me down.Goodbye penang soon.