Today my mood turn to sour again,because of my fucking ex stuff!!!!.Today i went to his blog, saja want to know wat had happened to him recently...maybe i got a bit worry him especially his exam.My fren told me that he had failed 3 papres and going to resit next monday.Those who had failed more than 5 papres,there are not allowed to procced to next year(or next sem)....haha,forget le~
Due to my kindness worried,i went to see his blog to check out...I realise that he kept bullied by his housemates.Got 1 time,as usual he back from class,he wanted to online,manatau he housemates purposely banned him not allow him online.Then he went to ask him housemates,and yet,their housemates showing their hao liao cool face kept saying dunno to him...He was foolish by their housemates,so i got a bit angry...and sympathy
After this i proceed to read his another section,when i read about the part that he wrote about me,at first i got a bit happy,cant believe he wil write about me...as i continue to read,all he wrote is talking my bad words...I damn damn damn angry!!!!Hence, i straight pick up my phone and sms him scold him...all the words that came out is totally FUCK!!!....foul...rude...hao liao...think himself is fairy...shit la....so like to say my bad word,go and spread to whole world!!tell all the people you are fucking good and how worse or bad I am.
Now my mood is totally mess up with his stupid,noob and fucking foul words!!!Spoil my mood already...no mood to study..later somemore got economy tuition,still thinking whether i should go or not.Haiz...because of my idiot kindness,spoil my mood whole day...
But nvm la,today i also quite happy,coz yesterday i juz bought a 2nd hand sony ericsson Z610,to put in my maxis simcard....Actually this hp is my best best friend bought for me...haha,i cant tell who is him...is a secret maze that everyone dunno the answer...
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Mood Damn Horrible
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Untitled heart-broken
Whenever i hear stpm this word i will feel scare.Today my pa teacher (pn.manjit) gave us an essay as an exam to test over our writing ability. After finish marking our essay she scolded us with disappointed:"kamu punya isi sangat lemah sangat childishnot mature as what a form 6 student should write.You all really no cure.never study.pity you all." I very sad with what she siad to us.I really got study but is other subject.I have no idea coz there are too many chapter waiting for me to read and somemore teacher alwz gv us a sudden exam.I going to crazy....
Besides this today i was scolded by my form teacher too.The reason is i din hand in the "kertas kedudukan kelas" to her on time.But overall is not my fault too...i duno why maybe she was scolded by hm too...when the time she gave me that "kertas" and asked every student to check for the marks.at the same time is economy period.the whole class will going to bilik multimedia.and yet that economy teacher oso quite a difficult-handle teacher.she dont allows us to do other thing in her class therefore the "kertas " i keep in my drawer and we plan to check it after her period.Due to this matter.igot scold by my form teacher.Coz she want to record down the marks in the record book and hand in to hm sign but i din gv her earlier then igot scold.Wat la that teacher...very irreasonble...economy teacher not allow we do other thing in class and she keep asking me be fast be fast...how can i be fast??She though that i'm a GOD izzit?I'm juz a NORMAL human ok?Not only thi.she somemore scolded me saying thay i not an effective person.PLEASE LA.
I'm not the only post for monitor ok.i oso a secretary for leo club and treasurer for pengakap kelana.everything i oso must be involved...there are still many thing for me to do.activities planning for blood donation will be held on 18april...taip letter..meet leo advisor..if not i wil get scold by tjem again..and pengakap kelana account oso not yet settle for feb and march due to stupid indian(alwz said 4got to brin yuran)...now account become negative and i got blamed adi!!!not only this.dinner payment for april is my turn to collect again...Can anyone und me??i got to collect everyday and yet why they cant pay me on time??i not very free wan ok!!!!If cant collect all on time then i wil get scold again....I want CRAZY ALREADY LA...If you are in my shoes...
Monday, March 23, 2009
The first encounter and look,
The first touch,
The first kiss, the happiness,
All that was the prove of love
You had taught me alot of thing,
No matter what happen,
You will always in my heart,
Because you are my,
First love and only one.
Adapted from "Kung Kee Guan specially for his beloved"
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Life is not that perfect as i think
Today after i met my pastor and what he have told me,i felt very sad and chaos...
he said, in this age we shouldnt have any boy girl relationship(BGS), because this might give disadvantage to us. I agree with what he said.Because of what he said to me, i got to make a decision either give up him or just ignore it...i couldnt make up my mind...i very very sad,i knew this will hapen if i choose to meet my pastor, that's why sometime i try to stay away from him not because he is bad...is i dowan to face the fact that i must break up with him.
Life is full of wondering and unknown...my pastor said,if a boy go and find a girl, is meant that the boy want to have *** with her, i dont really believe this statement, izzit true?can anyone tell me the answer? "My bf is not this kind of guy"...but he said "he is still toung that's why he never think of ***, but after he grows mature, for sure he will think of ***".Really?izzit true?comfirm guy is like that?Are you sure?
I dunno which decision should i made, give up the most i love due to other party ask to do so, should i follow his advice?I really dowan give him, please understand if i let go you....
Today is the saddest day for me...
Monday, February 16, 2009
Seloka 6A2 - SMK St.Mark
Marilah pembaca mendengar cerita
Pasal budak-budak kelas 6A2
Banyak ragam kelas ceria
Itulah kelas perakaunan tingkatan 6
Satu ketua, seperti perdana menteri
Mari ke sekolah sibuk sini dan sana
Kerja diberi bertimbun tinggi
Meow Ning itulah orangnya
Rathinaa pulak penolongnya
Pergi dan balik hanya buku pemantauan
Mintak duit sebulan sekali
Lay Theng kita orang punya bendahari
Sorang pengawas Christine namanya
Cakap "BI" fulamak terrenya
Kelas cantik ada penghias
Shu Fen adalah wakilnya
Diam-diam ubi berisi
Pheak Chen nama diberi
Rambut kemas bak pramugari
Kalau cakap mesti tak henti
Teman sejatinya Pei Pei
Kuih cina pelbagai jenis dilelongnya
Shee Yee gurau kalah king kong
Kalau marah, semuanya lari
Li Bee amat suka kebersihan
Sampah sikit pun dia tak tahan
Time tugas mesti ikut arahan
Kelas terkotor tidak akan jadi kenyataan
Kalau gaduh WWF dialah orangnya
Taekwando kita Qian Weii namanya
Rambutnya straight ala-ala nyonya
Choon Khim agen fashion ternama
Hui Lian pendiam orangnya
Bila tak faham tak mau tanya
Suk Ting selalu tak faham
Kalau bertanya bulat matanya
Hai Huat rajin sekali
16 bidadari semua dia miliki
tersengih-sengih sampai nampak gusi
Kalau bukan Ming Hoon siapa lagi
Nak kata kembar tak juga
Hoay Fang, Sook Fun diberi nama
Time belajar bukan main seriusnya
Bila ditanya mesti ternganga
Kalau ekonomi Pn.Fauziah nombor satu
Parlimen MCA mesti dia kalah
Denda duit kemahirannya
Menjadi idola kelas 6A2
"Seloka ini dituju kepada guru ekonomi tersayang saya,Pn Fauziah Binti Abdullah yang akan bertukar ke sekolah St.Michael di Ipoh pada 18 Februari 2009"
人生的旅程
Saturday, January 10, 2009
爱情课程
爱情是我们人生当中最难懂的一课
爱情这一课只能靠感觉不能死背
每个人学习的时间和得到的知识也不一样
有人害怕不及格所以不敢尝试
有人自信满满地却被伤得很深
没有人能逃过这一课
否则永远都不会及格
爱情 既是天堂 既是地狱
也可以比喻像是春天或秋天
甚至连科学家也无法解释
也不例明在国家法则
爱情这一课没有厚厚的教学课本
唯有亲身体验或是命中注定
没有快速的读法只能用一生磨练
什么时候才能知道自己是否及格
只能等你走完人生最后一刻
这才是成绩放榜的时候了
